all trees look like christmas trees

i slept for nine hours today, and i woke up an octave lower and with a general disposition better than it has been for weeks. there are so many beautiful things in here, and the solitude was heartening and i will be flying off to london in 4 days.

there, i will try to fix things, and apologise for things that i should have done ages ago.
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jesus, not now please. i can't be falling sick now wtf.